Sunday, February 04, 2007
so much to say but i've got no mood..
i am rudely shocked..
haiz.the person i knew all my life,
i feel as if i dont know her no more.
Only i know how i felt on the 2nd of feb.
i felt rotten..
i felt scared..
how do u wish someone happy b'day in a funeral???
especially in ur own great grandma's funeral...
haiz...
and what if she ignored me???
how hurt would i have felt..
i really really really miss her!!!!
everytime i think abt her.. i cannot take it..
tears strem down my face..
i got nothing else to say.**i'm leaving it to fate**
it was
her dream ...
6:56:00 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
so i did end up going to school..
haiz..
it was okie..
a slow day..
but i missed nithia..
she must be enjoying her time at the temple..
i wanna go!!!! =(
had a small "Debate" during social studies..
it was fun..
i must add.. very knowledgeable..
so anywayz..
i feel so rotten...
when it wasn't supposed to happen
those paths seemed awfully clear
thoughts of thee filled
but these words wont tell where to begin with
obliged to tell the truth
afraid of the pain
the heart fails again
i wish i could tell
what it's really meant to see
i'm afraid it's hard to grasp
all good things have to come to an end..
it's not a lie the feeling i felt **too many words to describe the meaning of it**
it was
her dream ...
2:51:00 PM
