Wednesday, January 31, 2007
i dowan go to school tmw!!!!
=(
thaipusam..
ish!!!!!
it was
her dream ...
8:32:00 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Naly baby and i...
so here i am...
in Naly baby's house...
bored to death...
she had danc rehersal.. so i decided to stay here..
then when she's back.. we'll probably catcha movie..
met her and Tom last night at orchard..
had loads of FUN last night..
hush...!!!! hehehe...
den Helen aunty, Naly's mum picked us back..
then naly and i just couldnt resist taking photos...
so we tried on like a million outfits..
haha... and took really humiliating pics..
which i can't be posting it here..
tottaly embarassing... =p
but it was fun!!!
then we couldnt be bothered to change back..
so we fell asleep in those clothes.. =p
and it was freaking cold man!!!!
naly made breakfast in bed for me..
crape!!!
it was dame nice..
so now i'm in her room... sitting on her oversized gym ball.
and giving advice to someone who obviously dont appreciate it..
oh.. why do i even bother chatting with him..
urgh....
anywayz..
was supposed to go to KL this weekend..
but decided not too..
didnt wanna spoil my weekend..
kk..
i better get of the comp now...
spent way too long on it...
it was
her dream ...
5:19:00 PM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
the result.... of me being bored.. i miss her...
i really do
and i hate my egocentric self..
urgh... i dont know y?
this is not something new..
we always fight.. but for the first time ever it lasted so long..
well but yet again.. i'm usually the one always making up to her and finally i gave up.. and she didn't bother making up either..
haiz.. i dont wanna do that again...
i'm so sick and tired of it..
if only she didn't write stuff abt me..
this would have been over a long time ago..
i can't seem to hate her... i dont know why..
i miss the way she used to care for me..
i miss the way she used to laugh with me..
i miss the way she used to hug me..
i miss HER..!! =(
i try to tell myself that she will come back..
but it doesn't seem to be happening...
i don't know where this'll end..
everytime i look at her.. i hold back my tears..
afraid of breaking down..
then i see her face again..
i felt like giving her a big hug...
it kills me to see her like this...
humm... those days... i wish it could all happen again..
i wanna be there for her..
especially for her special day..
i wanna hold her tight.. and never let go...
oh.. how i wonder if she ever thinks about me...
**tear filled eyes**
it was
her dream ...
4:56:00 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
got 2 tests this coming wednesday!!!
urgh!!!!
gonna die la..
can i run away and come back after o's!!!!
pretty please!!!
ish!!! ya.. dream on...
anywayz..
on the positive note in my life...
mum's younger bro's wedding was held last weekend
it was at a rather small temple in a kampung"y" area.
malyalee style wedding.. not bad huh..
they had the traditional "kathakali" drum playing..
i was so temted to dance... somehow managed to control myself..
hehe..
and i nearly burnt a gal's hair... haha..
it was on accident la.. she was too short for me.. =p
i was holding this lamp thingy and she was standing infront of me..
hehe.. luckily i moved the lamp thingy away..
oh gosh.. cannot imagine what could have happened.. bleah..
i gotta admit. mum's family is kinda weird..
considering the fact that the uncle who got married was my step-uncle..
well.. its a complicated family i tell ya..
i have two granny and two grandad... haha... brace urself ppl..
=) but glad to say.. my granny and grandpa are the "original" couple..
anywayz... i can't be bothered to further explain my history.. urgh..
i told myself that that would be very last time i'm ever gonna wear the "malyalee" saree..
waaahhh... i was gonna die of heat stroke!!!
not really heat stroke.. more like dying of sweating too much and lack of ventilation...
bleah.. but i managed to survive.. somehow... and i also promised myself that if i were to get married.. i would want my wedding hall to have air-con, non-veg food, nie chairs and etc...
i just want it to be perfect...
probably in a church... haiz...
school is ok...
frens are the only part that makes it GREAT!!
i realized that all of us have grown up alot!!
more in the sense that we have became more.. u know... "nc 16"
haha... so it's legal yeah...?? =)
and i keep telling aeveryone just now that the main aim in my life is to get married to a very very filthy rich and really really really old dying man ..
hahahaha.. my main motive is very clear huh..
then when he dies.. which wont be too far away from the time we get married, i'll get married to the love of my life...
haha.. ya right!!!!!
neah.. i'm just kidding..
i'll just get married to the love of my life..
and setlle down with him somewhere..
and give birth to maximum 3 and live happily ever after..
=)
the perfect future..
and of cause my husband has to be rich enough to pay for my expenses in my dailt life..
mum was telling me that she fells pity on whoever i'm gonna marry..
haha.. we shall see...
**so not bimbo-fied**
it was
her dream ...
12:30:00 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
hey ppl!!!
haha.. like finally... after what seems like ages i actually bothered to update my blog..
hehehe..
gotta make it a point to update often..
hummm..
so.. life so far...
confusing...
stressful...
terrifying...
haha.. ya..
full of crap again..
ok la...
it's not that bad..
accept for the fact that i've got my STUPID O LEVELS this year!!!
damn it!!!!
argh!!!
hummmm... just finished packing my bag..
going jb!!!!
got uncle's wedding tmw...
wohoo!!! damn excited!!!
missed the trip to TP!!! =(
damn!!!
haiz ok la..
gotta end now...
someone scolding me why i reply late...
= P
hehehe.. tata!!!
it was
her dream ...
3:20:00 PM
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