Tuesday, January 23, 2007
the result.... of me being bored.. i miss her...
i really do
and i hate my egocentric self..
urgh... i dont know y?
this is not something new..
we always fight.. but for the first time ever it lasted so long..
well but yet again.. i'm usually the one always making up to her and finally i gave up.. and she didn't bother making up either..
haiz.. i dont wanna do that again...
i'm so sick and tired of it..
if only she didn't write stuff abt me..
this would have been over a long time ago..
i can't seem to hate her... i dont know why..
i miss the way she used to care for me..
i miss the way she used to laugh with me..
i miss the way she used to hug me..
i miss HER..!! =(
i try to tell myself that she will come back..
but it doesn't seem to be happening...
i don't know where this'll end..
everytime i look at her.. i hold back my tears..
afraid of breaking down..
then i see her face again..
i felt like giving her a big hug...
it kills me to see her like this...
humm... those days... i wish it could all happen again..
i wanna be there for her..
especially for her special day..
i wanna hold her tight.. and never let go...
oh.. how i wonder if she ever thinks about me...
**tear filled eyes**
it was
her dream ...
4:56:00 PM
