Tuesday, September 26, 2006
u were always there for me..
u were my leaning pillar
crying shoulder
listening ear..
how can i forget all those times we had together???
although there might be loads of misunderstanding btw us...
i still love u...
but i guess it's my age..
i'm still young u know.
at this age i hate to get lectures,
being told what to/not to do
being bossed arnd...
it's just that i feel so thight..
nowadays, i'm so afriad to share my feelings with u..
it's like i'm scared that u'll dislike whatever..
i was so afraid of letting u down.
u gotta chill a little.
not everything will be the way u want it to be.
and u were not my worst option..
it's just that when u wanna talk to me like that,
sound nicer pls...
maybe then i'll be happily listening to u...
and for heaven's sake, i don't think like that...
i respect u...
u were with me when i needed someone there for me..
just like what all sisters will do.
and i don't get what u mean by everyone's on my side???
did u always think like that??
if u did..
that was so wrong...
don't ever think like that..
humm.. another thing..
remember the sunday after our chalet trip..
when we were waiting for the others.
remember what u told me..
"i'm sorry if i bossed u arnd too much, just don't talk abt this behind my back"..
when i heard this my heart sank soo much.. =(
i felt like crying..
i may have done it once...
but that was a long time ago..
when i was much younger..
and it was also to another of our gal...
*haiz* i really dunno..
why do u think i hate u??
i never did...
and i never will.... oh my god...
someone has to break that big egoistic bubble on top of ur head..
i do not miss you!!!
in fact i barely know u..
but i would like to get to know abt u...
after exams... : p once again.. missjudged!!!
it was
her dream ...
3:03:00 PM
