Wednesday, September 13, 2006
u know..
i wish i was back in the olden days
where love was forbidden.
i know it's a strange wish...
but i see no point in falling in love at young age...
kk.. what i'm really trying to say is..
i wish in this modern world there was no such thing as
STEADY!!!!
man.. whenever i think abt it..
it bring's chill down my spine...
i see no use in getting to a relationship so early
trust me ppl i'm talking with experience..
what's the first thing that comes to ur head when u first get into a relationship...
for me it was... how long will it last???
i was already dreaming of getting married and how many kids i 1na have...
then after it was over...
i felt as if my whole world just ended.
and i thought i'll never get married again and will die a virgin..
haha... kk.. i'm starting to talk nonsense ready...
humm.. then after abt 4 months... iwas like..
neah.. why should i cry over spilt milk...
and i realized something else.
that even though how much u want it to last..
it never does.. in the end u get hurt..
not that it never...
only abt 10% of childhood lovers get married in the end..
for e.g. like my vice prinicipal. Mr.Vimal..
he met his wife in his kampung..
it;s kinda sweet.. but i'm thinking practical..
as for me..
i think i still have time..
i mean let's enjoy life now...
don't wanna get commited...
my knight is somewhere there.. =)
waiting to sweep me off my feet...
but he can wait though...
cause i'm not yet ready to be swept off my feet.. *love a person 4 who they r... not 4 who they pretend to be!!!*
it was
her dream ...
8:22:00 AM
